this november i get alot of thought, as for my study and my life. too many sudden event has bring me down.
complex versus simple, often give me critical strike.
as for love and family, both also give me deadly shot
so how?
wanna stop everything and sleep for the next 10 years~
if it possible, i will`
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Happy day
Today, i have a quite rush timetable for my activities.
Wake up early, to have meeting with my DIY camp main core, but have something comes up, i just manage to do 30 min meeting with them when we wanted to have around 1 hour time for it. Well, our meeting is at wangsa maju, they have been change location just for me, very grateful for them~
After that, while waiting my 2nd appointment with my fren, i decide to watch comic in comic store till 12pm. actually, i quite happy with it, because i finally get to buy a book for my collection. during this time, i realise that i have been waste some of my time. I still at wangsa maju~
12pm ++ i start to travel to time square, but before i start to travel from wangsa maju, i call up my fren to decide the location, and she decide on time square, so i just went there and buy ticket for movie.
i reach time square around 12.30pm, reach to GSC ticket area around 12.45pm, and i realise that many people is queue for buying ticket. As i fail to get a ticket for transformer 2 last week, so i decide on getting it today, and i finally bought it. but the seat is separate.
i try to call up my fren after purchase, but i unable to call her up, so i just by pass it. during this time, i feel hungry, so i decide to walk around and search for my food~~ however i end up playing ghost squad and initial D ver 5 at the 6th floor.
at 2.30pm, i plan to eat at station kopitiam, but i end up going to wrong place, which call banana leaf. price is ok, but their service really have to improve, i ordered 1 kuih teow goreng mamak and 1 topicana mix, while they end up giving me magic mee goreng and mango, well, i don't really mind about the drink, but i do mind about food. so i end up finish my lunch at 3.20pm while they need to change my food.
3.25pm, my fren come and we chat for while, then we go watch the movie. my fren dun really like to sit with stranger, but end up a space beside me and i didn't contact her, so she abit mad of me~
after finish our movie, she wanted to watch ice age 3, so we brought 8pm ticket and go for shopping to pass our time. well, i didn't really buy anything but she does~
during her shopping hour, i meet with yee ling with her mom, so we just say hi then we go on our own way.
8pm, we start our 2nd round of movie. ICE AGE 3
9.30pm, movie end, she doing her last minute shopping before finish a day, so she didn't make it for her shoe, but end up with 2 more bag~~~ while we walking to monorail, i does meet up with serene~ so just say hi and we go off~~~
around 10++ we end up at dang wangi station and get back our things correctly, and we break off to our home.
just a while ago, yee ling chat with me, and start to complain me leh T_T, while i does admit that i am a very complicated person. and i do easily like someone and i mess up like and love together.
so today is a happy day, coz i can hang out with my fren while can accomplish manythings, and i even get some comment to improve myself to be a better man.
Wake up early, to have meeting with my DIY camp main core, but have something comes up, i just manage to do 30 min meeting with them when we wanted to have around 1 hour time for it. Well, our meeting is at wangsa maju, they have been change location just for me, very grateful for them~
After that, while waiting my 2nd appointment with my fren, i decide to watch comic in comic store till 12pm. actually, i quite happy with it, because i finally get to buy a book for my collection. during this time, i realise that i have been waste some of my time. I still at wangsa maju~
12pm ++ i start to travel to time square, but before i start to travel from wangsa maju, i call up my fren to decide the location, and she decide on time square, so i just went there and buy ticket for movie.
i reach time square around 12.30pm, reach to GSC ticket area around 12.45pm, and i realise that many people is queue for buying ticket. As i fail to get a ticket for transformer 2 last week, so i decide on getting it today, and i finally bought it. but the seat is separate.
i try to call up my fren after purchase, but i unable to call her up, so i just by pass it. during this time, i feel hungry, so i decide to walk around and search for my food~~ however i end up playing ghost squad and initial D ver 5 at the 6th floor.
at 2.30pm, i plan to eat at station kopitiam, but i end up going to wrong place, which call banana leaf. price is ok, but their service really have to improve, i ordered 1 kuih teow goreng mamak and 1 topicana mix, while they end up giving me magic mee goreng and mango, well, i don't really mind about the drink, but i do mind about food. so i end up finish my lunch at 3.20pm while they need to change my food.
3.25pm, my fren come and we chat for while, then we go watch the movie. my fren dun really like to sit with stranger, but end up a space beside me and i didn't contact her, so she abit mad of me~
after finish our movie, she wanted to watch ice age 3, so we brought 8pm ticket and go for shopping to pass our time. well, i didn't really buy anything but she does~
during her shopping hour, i meet with yee ling with her mom, so we just say hi then we go on our own way.
8pm, we start our 2nd round of movie. ICE AGE 3
9.30pm, movie end, she doing her last minute shopping before finish a day, so she didn't make it for her shoe, but end up with 2 more bag~~~ while we walking to monorail, i does meet up with serene~ so just say hi and we go off~~~
around 10++ we end up at dang wangi station and get back our things correctly, and we break off to our home.
just a while ago, yee ling chat with me, and start to complain me leh T_T, while i does admit that i am a very complicated person. and i do easily like someone and i mess up like and love together.
so today is a happy day, coz i can hang out with my fren while can accomplish manythings, and i even get some comment to improve myself to be a better man.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Things we know.....
Do you believe that something we know... we will change it if it is bad?
Do you believe that something we know... we will not change it even it is bad?
Do you believe that something we doesn't know and we will not go found out?
Do you believe that something we doesn't know and we will go found out?
some may only consist one of them, but some may consist all.
for me... i am a person that combine of all 4 of them.
Example
1) i know i fat.... but i didn't change it even it is bad for my health....
2) i know i bad in certain field in my study... i will pay more attention to it...
3) i doesn't know why i not good to become someone's bf??? and i will not found out.. because i have no direction at all (reason)
4) i doesn't know her phone number, and i will go found from her or her friends.
funny leh?? different people have their different mindset. hard to change, but easy to influence others. so beware of this
Do you believe that something we know... we will not change it even it is bad?
Do you believe that something we doesn't know and we will not go found out?
Do you believe that something we doesn't know and we will go found out?
some may only consist one of them, but some may consist all.
for me... i am a person that combine of all 4 of them.
Example
1) i know i fat.... but i didn't change it even it is bad for my health....
2) i know i bad in certain field in my study... i will pay more attention to it...
3) i doesn't know why i not good to become someone's bf??? and i will not found out.. because i have no direction at all (reason)
4) i doesn't know her phone number, and i will go found from her or her friends.
funny leh?? different people have their different mindset. hard to change, but easy to influence others. so beware of this
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Another day of my life
2 Jun 2009
Today is quite a day for me as well. As i understand that there is no miracle will happen for you everyday. Today, i wake up quite early.. just 10 min before 6am. As usual, i on my laptop for manage some of my personal things like upload picture to facebook.
after upload, i go for short moment of gaming and start to prepare everything.
around 7.10am... i done my preparation and depart on 7.15am...
today is quite early for me... however.... i can't get a seat in bus.
so never mind, i still can get a seat in other bus.
during my travel in bus, i start missing hzu zhen. I understand that we just friend... but i still miss her a lot.... since i never saw her for quite a period...
i not sure it is really love or just normal likes...
i has been alone for quite a time.....
family.... friend..... and others.....
i missed out a lot of chances that can be with someone~~
no choice...
it is fate....
Today is quite a day for me as well. As i understand that there is no miracle will happen for you everyday. Today, i wake up quite early.. just 10 min before 6am. As usual, i on my laptop for manage some of my personal things like upload picture to facebook.
after upload, i go for short moment of gaming and start to prepare everything.
around 7.10am... i done my preparation and depart on 7.15am...
today is quite early for me... however.... i can't get a seat in bus.
so never mind, i still can get a seat in other bus.
during my travel in bus, i start missing hzu zhen. I understand that we just friend... but i still miss her a lot.... since i never saw her for quite a period...
i not sure it is really love or just normal likes...
i has been alone for quite a time.....
family.... friend..... and others.....
i missed out a lot of chances that can be with someone~~
no choice...
it is fate....
Monday, June 1, 2009
Day of Destiny 02 jun 2009
today is a great day.... having a great morning will auto wake me up at 5++ am... while usually i have to wake at 6..... and unexpected delay in my house for almost delay my daily travel routine.... however.... today is a great day.... nothing have delay.... and it is much more early then usual that i reach my working place...
why today is a day of destiny for me?
today i get to meet one of my friend that i didn't keep in touch for a half year...
she recognize me.... and we chat in bus.
she is hzu zhen.... a secondary school mate.... she... cute but also pretty... even she didn't want to admit it.. hahahahaha
she already plan to continue her study abroad australia.... so this make me feel a bit sad but... still happy that she able to complete her dream for study.
day of destiny is not only for this.... is because ..... we both.... also late.... hahahaha... but she much more late than me..... because she having her class start at 8. wakakaka.... hopefully she will able to make it.
we meet each other... but not close during our secondary school.
so in my opinion.... she is a great lady.... she is kind... cute.... pretty.... and abit of air headed..
so i still wonder why she still single? she is so good to be true.... maybe she doesn't able to meet her mr right yet... wakakakaka
so.... i love her~~~ as a close friend.... even through we not really close???? i think.. wish her all the best at here~
why today is a day of destiny for me?
today i get to meet one of my friend that i didn't keep in touch for a half year...
she recognize me.... and we chat in bus.
she is hzu zhen.... a secondary school mate.... she... cute but also pretty... even she didn't want to admit it.. hahahahaha
she already plan to continue her study abroad australia.... so this make me feel a bit sad but... still happy that she able to complete her dream for study.
day of destiny is not only for this.... is because ..... we both.... also late.... hahahaha... but she much more late than me..... because she having her class start at 8. wakakaka.... hopefully she will able to make it.
we meet each other... but not close during our secondary school.
so in my opinion.... she is a great lady.... she is kind... cute.... pretty.... and abit of air headed..
so i still wonder why she still single? she is so good to be true.... maybe she doesn't able to meet her mr right yet... wakakakaka
so.... i love her~~~ as a close friend.... even through we not really close???? i think.. wish her all the best at here~
Sunday, May 31, 2009
1st day of june month
just a few day before....
i get to know that one of my friend got a bf now~~
then suddenly i found out something that i forget long time ago....
relationship often come to us.... but it depend on us for picking it up or pass it away.
however for love..... sometimes we think we lost it but the fact is we just not in the right timing yet...
however.... when you found yourself in deep love of someone..... and you take action..... even you been rejected.... maybe it just not your time for love yet....
sometimes.... people scare to pick up the relationship and love.... as they truthfully understood about them..... close relationship or love makes us bear a respondsibility. however.... some of them doesn't take those very seriously.. that why so many people now keep divorce after married.
for myself.... i'm a coward in love and relationship... reason why?? because.... i not dare to say out loud for my love.... i often say i want love.... but i didn't really able to give out my love ....
one of my experience in it.... someone that i chase reject me.... she say she don't like me... why??? no reply..... for my understanding.... i didn't show her i 100% love her... she cannot find how much i like.... it similar to giving out empty credit.
which is she?? i can't tell... because i don't want to lose her... even as a normal normal friend.
so.... this is my today sharing..... tomorrow will going to have my another sharing about talk.
i get to know that one of my friend got a bf now~~
then suddenly i found out something that i forget long time ago....
relationship often come to us.... but it depend on us for picking it up or pass it away.
however for love..... sometimes we think we lost it but the fact is we just not in the right timing yet...
however.... when you found yourself in deep love of someone..... and you take action..... even you been rejected.... maybe it just not your time for love yet....
sometimes.... people scare to pick up the relationship and love.... as they truthfully understood about them..... close relationship or love makes us bear a respondsibility. however.... some of them doesn't take those very seriously.. that why so many people now keep divorce after married.
for myself.... i'm a coward in love and relationship... reason why?? because.... i not dare to say out loud for my love.... i often say i want love.... but i didn't really able to give out my love ....
one of my experience in it.... someone that i chase reject me.... she say she don't like me... why??? no reply..... for my understanding.... i didn't show her i 100% love her... she cannot find how much i like.... it similar to giving out empty credit.
which is she?? i can't tell... because i don't want to lose her... even as a normal normal friend.
so.... this is my today sharing..... tomorrow will going to have my another sharing about talk.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
a day in my life 29 may 2009
current time is just pass my break time.... suddenly feel want to write something to post in my life blog....
5 things i really wanted to do
1) To finish all my unfinished story
2) To compose music for 2 song
3) To kiss nicole
4) To eat Julie's cooking
5) To go clubbing with Lih Yi
so.... for the 1st 2 is most important..... becoz... it has been delayed for too long...... so i have to finish it asap...
however..... somethings always in front of them....
3 things in front of them
1) FYP
2) Seminar
3) games
funny????? think so.... i really miss some of my girl (normal friend for now), ling ling, peng peng, qi qi, lu lu, shan shan, shyuan shyuan, yi yi, julie.... and dear(yoko).
Yoko..... is my online game (HS5) de fren..... her nick is dear.... coz i keep call her dear... however.... she not my dear in real life.... so.... keep call for fun!
5 things i really wanted to do
1) To finish all my unfinished story
2) To compose music for 2 song
3) To kiss nicole
4) To eat Julie's cooking
5) To go clubbing with Lih Yi
so.... for the 1st 2 is most important..... becoz... it has been delayed for too long...... so i have to finish it asap...
however..... somethings always in front of them....
3 things in front of them
1) FYP
2) Seminar
3) games
funny????? think so.... i really miss some of my girl (normal friend for now), ling ling, peng peng, qi qi, lu lu, shan shan, shyuan shyuan, yi yi, julie.... and dear(yoko).
Yoko..... is my online game (HS5) de fren..... her nick is dear.... coz i keep call her dear... however.... she not my dear in real life.... so.... keep call for fun!
Thursday, May 14, 2009
a new journey start from now
Today is the day i decide to start my new journey, a new life for searching my soul mate.
In the past, i have done many mistake, many rush decision, and also miss out a lot.
In my past, i like to write a lot, such as lyric, song, story and others... so this blog will also be my other source of hosting my sharing toward all my visitor.
In the past, i have done many mistake, many rush decision, and also miss out a lot.
In my past, i like to write a lot, such as lyric, song, story and others... so this blog will also be my other source of hosting my sharing toward all my visitor.
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