1st day of june month

just a few day before....
i get to know that one of my friend got a bf now~~

then suddenly i found out something that i forget long time ago....
relationship often come to us.... but it depend on us for picking it up or pass it away.

however for love..... sometimes we think we lost it but the fact is we just not in the right timing yet...
however.... when you found yourself in deep love of someone..... and you take action..... even you been rejected.... maybe it just not your time for love yet....

sometimes.... people scare to pick up the relationship and love.... as they truthfully understood about them..... close relationship or love makes us bear a respondsibility. however.... some of them doesn't take those very seriously.. that why so many people now keep divorce after married.

for myself.... i'm a coward in love and relationship... reason why?? because.... i not dare to say out loud for my love.... i often say i want love.... but i didn't really able to give out my love ....

one of my experience in it.... someone that i chase reject me.... she say she don't like me... why??? no reply..... for my understanding.... i didn't show her i 100% love her... she cannot find how much i like.... it similar to giving out empty credit.

which is she?? i can't tell... because i don't want to lose her... even as a normal normal friend.

so.... this is my today sharing..... tomorrow will going to have my another sharing about talk.

a day in my life 29 may 2009

current time is just pass my break time.... suddenly feel want to write something to post in my life blog....

5 things i really wanted to do
1) To finish all my unfinished story
2) To compose music for 2 song
3) To kiss nicole
4) To eat Julie's cooking
5) To go clubbing with Lih Yi

so.... for the 1st 2 is most important..... becoz... it has been delayed for too long...... so i have to finish it asap...

however..... somethings always in front of them....

3 things in front of them
1) FYP
2) Seminar
3) games

funny????? think so.... i really miss some of my girl (normal friend for now), ling ling, peng peng, qi qi, lu lu, shan shan, shyuan shyuan, yi yi, julie.... and dear(yoko).

Yoko..... is my online game (HS5) de fren..... her nick is dear.... coz i keep call her dear... however.... she not my dear in real life.... so.... keep call for fun!

a new journey start from now

Today is the day i decide to start my new journey, a new life for searching my soul mate.

In the past, i have done many mistake, many rush decision, and also miss out a lot.

In my past, i like to write a lot, such as lyric, song, story and others... so this blog will also be my other source of hosting my sharing toward all my visitor.