1st day of june month

just a few day before....
i get to know that one of my friend got a bf now~~

then suddenly i found out something that i forget long time ago....
relationship often come to us.... but it depend on us for picking it up or pass it away.

however for love..... sometimes we think we lost it but the fact is we just not in the right timing yet...
however.... when you found yourself in deep love of someone..... and you take action..... even you been rejected.... maybe it just not your time for love yet....

sometimes.... people scare to pick up the relationship and love.... as they truthfully understood about them..... close relationship or love makes us bear a respondsibility. however.... some of them doesn't take those very seriously.. that why so many people now keep divorce after married.

for myself.... i'm a coward in love and relationship... reason why?? because.... i not dare to say out loud for my love.... i often say i want love.... but i didn't really able to give out my love ....

one of my experience in it.... someone that i chase reject me.... she say she don't like me... why??? no reply..... for my understanding.... i didn't show her i 100% love her... she cannot find how much i like.... it similar to giving out empty credit.

which is she?? i can't tell... because i don't want to lose her... even as a normal normal friend.

so.... this is my today sharing..... tomorrow will going to have my another sharing about talk.